#cirno💌kanade • 1.15.21it’s difficult to express how much kanade means to me. seeing her face or hearing her voice when i’m feeling down is enough of an energy boost to make everything feel manageable and okay. i just think she’s neat!has changed my life in ways i didnt ever think would be possible. she brings me so much joy everytime i feel sad and shes my biggest comfort when im inconsolable (most of the time). just one glance at her and my day is immediately better..,.,,., she has completely taken over my brain and most of my thoughts are either about her or lead back to her somehow. i dont think id be the person i am today if i never found her. she is the most perfect character ever and i love her with all of my soul! she wants to save people with her music, but she saved me just by living.never in my life have i been so dedicated to a character than i have been to kanade. in my room, taking up an entire wall, stands a life-size kanade cut out surrounded by prints and keychains of kanade (and honami lol hnkn is so peak). waking up every day and seeing a character that means so much to me gives me the energy i need to get up each day. my kanade nesoberi sleeps beside me on a cozy pillow every night, my kanade kuji hangs from my rear view mirror and drives with me, my kanade mochi sits happily on my shelf with my honami mochi, and my kanade nui (+ my hona nui!) comes with me everywhere. i keep a picture of her in my wallet, i draw her on all of my schoolwork, and i tier on all of her events.i have almost every single kanade card on both servers and most of them are maxxed out. i have invested so much of my time into her it’s not even funny. i’ve read every single story that she appears in and go insane everytime she appears onscreen. i seldom cry, but when i do 99% of the time kanade is at fault. she makes me cry because her story is tragic and beautiful, she makes me cry because i get so happy whenever she gets a new card, and she makes me cry because Man idk autism is a crazy thing. shes also really cute like i just want to squish her cheeks and pat her on the head and give her a hug bro someone save this poor dog
